i am not a guy will write something so nice to attrack ppl to read myblog. but it is kindda happy at least there is two ppl who ask me why i didnt continue my blog. looks like all those shit happen in my life attrack my fren huh....but it do really mess up my life and that make me writing all these crap over here.
as g-when said tomolo will be my big day. i need to get fuck up by PRO department or they will get fuck up by me thou i think i dont dare to do that XD. they do the mistake, i spend what i have, and now there is the pay back time. you know what PRO dep', you mess up with a wrong guy if MR Louis is so seriously piss off~lets party after all this shit settle guy!!!
after this case settle, i think i will be stick up with subang the summit for another 10 months or 21 months. every month i need to work for 20 hours and pay back the asshole team for 75 bucks. when i think after is shift i gonna leave subang totally, this case make me stick up here and again, i cant cut everything at subang.
what did i really do in this empty year when waiting back to study?? when starting i was so desperete to get a job, get tipu into a sales company, making all ppl to pay few thousand to study when ppl are not really that rich. what i saw in this work is all about white lie. All kind of reason to make ppl pay thats all. "you study or not i dont care i just need your money bro! i'm a sales man!"this is what my group tell me. and so after 2 months, i leave. i cant continue my life like this. yeah doing sales line is not wrong but i am so not that kind of guy. i am just a guy that still have a dream to chase and still have a degree to get b4 i died. XD
then after some times, ms clare hung up a ''hiring barista'' outside starbucks. this is the reason i sitting down there interview with clare in the very 1st time. clare do bring me into a deferent world and a new place that i didnt expect i will be. i meet vanee and hadi thou there is something happen as well but, this is still a great place that make me change. And so, i meet Mr chung ms joan this funny weirdo couple thou they are not couple, MR alex that doesnt looks like a eldest son in the family(starting time when i know him)...i found a group of ppl will care and will take care if me. it is really unbeliveble cos from small time until now i am alone. i have not true frens. what i got is myself. i keep everything to myself.
and now starbucks give me a fucking mad feeling. i dont feel any good stuff here anymore since all the people i know had leaving starbucks as well. and through this i know who is the one will really stand bside me. tomorrow will be my big day. i must stand my position myself...arg!!!!
other than this happen, as you know mr louis....he is always be in a relaitionship and always get himself moody cos of relaitionship.....so after so long, after i have accept the term of 'single'. this question pop out in my mind "Did i always fall into someone like a stupid??"
To Be Continue....
