New life, new tought

after a long waiting year, i continue my study life, a new life.
i am really panic at the 1st day of class. should say nervous. cos i am alone. thou now i have a small little group of friends but i still miss the group we have last time-CAV. and so time goes cant return, i have to appriciate what i have. always my life is really lucky i have a gOOd fren name D. he is a mr.thinker because he really know what is deep inside my heart and my mind thinking. And in our group we have a little princess type of girl i call her ah Baoz. not like others she didnt have bad thought behind. hope i didnt judge wrong lo...and we have a funny girl and a girl about have some complicated life like me name joyce and yenny. so far they are the close fren in my class la...but they didnt really group together cos they didnt really accept all of us together mayb....something deferent is i am much more easy to go along with D's girfriend's group. they are super funny when we talk all bout crap. this is something i didnt expect in my new life cos my kind of ppl i wont be able to have any close friend again.

after friend then should talk bout something more then a friend. as D said me kind of ppl easy attract girls come around me. only now i feel it is so true. i didnt mean i am so ''ban nai'' but...all of them are really good girls and so i really fall into one of 'her' now....she is really pretty and she is one of the best girl i have score before. but after i calm down and think carefully...i dont think i should really go tackle her. i am really not a good guy to deserve someone so perfect... thou i put alot of afford in my study life now, but i am really so ready for a relaitionship d...so hope there is someone can really take my heart away but not 'u' la...i dowan to influence you la....T.T

and so when things are so perfect, sure there is something bad...the cost of having a good school life, i need to wake up everyday 5.30am and so duper tired everyday till night i only reach home...and my body now started to have effect....always sini sakit sana sakit... and i so scare anytime my heart attack will scare my frens away...now only god can save me...can Mr or Ms god bring my life to what i aiming????